I don't spend that much time on my computer but every time I'm on it I end up reading quotes (strange habit of mine..). I love quotes! So as I was reading those great quotes about love, peace, life, art and all, I decided to post a quote of the day, every day. I'll write something about them sometimes, not always.
Friends show their love in times of trouble. -Euripides Simple but true!
Another strange, little habit of mine is playing Tetris on my suuuper old gameboy, I'm literally obsessed with it! I see bricks falling down and I hear the music in my head.. creeeeeepy :P
Early this morning it occurred to me that it is almost March. And the first, next elated thought that followed was: I NEED SPRING CLOTHES!.. Now see, I'm not really one of these shopping girls but I really like wearing new clothes. I guess some people can understand me, I mean shopping is so overrated isn't it? All these people that keep running around that stupid store because they're scared someone took the shirt they really wanted, the stupid yelling little kids who were dragged over by their mothers because they couldn't find a babysitter, the really bad, mostly Lady Gaga, music in the background and that fucking heat in there. I mean.. chill! But I really like secondhand-stores though cause of all these funny characters in there. Internet-shopping is also kinda cool.. Anyway I was browsing around the new F21 arrivals and found a few interesting things..
Oh and before I forget.. I fell on that very.. hm, let's say entertaining website called the chatroulette. I guess it's only really funny if you're wasted or with another friend..It's video-chat and it's kind of like gambling, you never know what kind of person you'll get and you can next if you're not interested or if you are you can chat together.. well just hope you don't fall on a pervert. :) What I find interesting is once you clicked someone away, you know that this person is probably lost forever.. how sad :P
“I’m a slut because i’ll wear shorts and a tank top. I’m a bitch because i don’t let you push me around. I’m a liar because i won’t tell you everything. I’m stupid because sometimes i’m wrong. I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect. I’m a whore because i like boys. I’m annoying because i’m not chill enough. I’m a loser because i’m not friends with your group. I’m fake because most of the time i’m happy. I’m weird because i’m not like you. I’m controlling because i get mad. Sometimes i’m clingy because i like being around people. I’m greedy because i like to be satisfied. I’m naive because i’m younger than you. I’m conceited because i’m proud of who i am. I’m rude because my manners aren’t perfect. i’m unappreciative because i don’t praise you. Don’t tell me who i am because i already know.”
Rox ♥
Donnerstag, 25. Februar 2010
Dear whoever,
I saw a really good movie yesterday, it's called Factory Girl and it's the story of Edie Sedgwick, the muse of Andy Warhol. And it made me think about life because Edie was a beautiful woman that had success in the 60' but she made a lot of really big mistakes that ruined her. She died at the age of 28 to an overdose. Oh what a pity.. Well I'll continue blogging and I still have to figure out some stuff cause my blog looks really boring now.. but I'll get to it. ♥ Roxy
I have all these great friends and all but I still feel empty in a way. I think it's because every time I'm with them i don't feel myself (not with all of them of course but specially the ones I haven't known for a long time..) and when I notice that I try to behave naturally and well.. normal but it's hard.. and so I ask myself if it's possible to change? George Eliot once said "It's never too late to be who you might have been." I'm not sure a person can change it's personality just because it doesn't want to be who he really is. So maybe the way I act with some of my friends is really who I am.. what ever I'm too tired for all that crap right now..
I guess I should write something about myself.. My name is Roxanne Lyla H. and I'm 16. I'm rather small, 1.60m, I naturally have blond hair but they're brown right now and I have dark, brown eyes. I'm happy the way I look like, so without sounding arrogant, I consider myself as rather pretty... I have about 20 nicknames like Roxy, little Roxy, Roxette, Roxy-Lee, Rox, Anne, Rex ... and so on. My parents really like music.. that explains my name (Roxanne-The Police, L(a)yla-Eric Clapton or Oasis). I love music myself and listen to it all the time! I play piano, guitar and I sing, at least I try. I am half Swedish and half American, so my writing isn't always good because of that.. I also speak German and Spanish (not very well though). I love traveling! I'm a big fan of everything you can eat ;) Even though I like literature I'm a very lazy reader (I'm trying to read The Catcher in the Rye right now)! I currently don't have a boyfriend but I have someone in mind but he's playing hard to get so that is starting to annoy me! Well.. I think I said it all.. if not I'll post it later or whatever..
