Dear Sammy..

Your my best friend and I love you so much. But it bothers me that your friends with her. She talked SO much shit about the both of us. Why do you constantly forgive her. She lies, she talks shit, and she hates the both of us. What don’t you get? Honestly, if I ever did any of that stuff to you, you would hate me forever. She did it many times, why don’t you hate her forever? I constantly get mad at you for it, but I never have the guts to admit it, cause you will hate me. But just tell me, why? Why do you still like her and talk to her? She hates you. Remember those times you said you hated her and will never talk to that motherfucking bitch. You lied, cause now shes like your best friend. Well, your my best friend and I don’t want her to hurt you or steal you away. Just remember, I will love you WAY more. Love you Sammy, but I warned you.

Friends&Stuff

Thank you!

Destiny..

Everyone should have
a friend like you
You are so much fun to be with
And you are such a good person
You crack me up with laughter
And touch my heart with your kindness
You have a wonderful ability
To know when to offer advice
And when to sit in quiet support
Time after time
You've come to my rescue
And brightend so many
Of my routine days
And time after time
I've realized how fortunate
I am that my life includes you
I really do believe that
Everybody should have a friend like you
But so far it looks like
You are one of a kind!

Thank you for helping me out every single day!

LoveQuotes

“It’s funny how the people that hurt you the most, are the ones that swore they never would.”
-LoveQuotes

The thing is.. I don't know what I want, or need, or even what's best for me.. My heart has a gap and I can't fill is. I know I have to let go and be strong, smile every time I see you and be happy if you are.. but what if I can't? Some days are better than others and even though my friends try talking "he's an a**hole", "let him go, he's not worth it!" and "f*ck it, you're young, pretty and you have moves.. you can have another one anytime.." into me, I'm suffering. Well guess what? He's not an a**hole, I know him better than anyone else on this planet, he is worth it and even if he wasn't.. I couldn't let him go and I don't want another one.. I want him. I just wish I could forget him like he forgot me.. :/





“The first person who’s on your mind on the moment you open your eyes after a long sleep is the reason either of your happiness or pain.”

“And I wonder if you ever stop to think, man, I miss her.”

I may have failed but I have loved you from the start.”

Today is turning out alright..

You say sweet things like that and it makes me like you all over again. Why must you be so complicated? Last night was weird. I don’t know what to feel towards you anymore. The thought of you leaves me cold and at the end I don’t want to end up hating you. I’m just done with you in that way. You obviously have some baggage and she won’t go away, not that you mind. So just let me be and stop fighting for me or calling me yours. You can’t have the both of us and I’m not gonna fight, that’s just stupid. Doing me and I mean it this time.

Is that really me? Or was that me? People change..

Little gigs are awesome :D

I hate when stupid kids from my school tell me how much better raving and partying is than going to a rock show. You know what? No. It's not better. While you're getting "fucked up" I'm having the time of my life, singing along to songs I've fallen in love with and have listened to through hard times. So, I'm real fucking sorry my "shitty little gigs" aren't "hardcore" enough or trendy enough for you. Just keep in mind, while you're hungover the next morning and wishing you hadn't lived last night, I'm wishing I could re-live it again.

What do you love about yourself?

My hair and my capability of dancing is the one thing I will always love 'bout myself!.. Well unless until I'm old and my hair get's gray or even white and my moves will be crappy 'cause I can't move anymore.. oh let's hope it'll never get that far :D

It's important to love something about yourself..so what do you love?

Funny childhood experience

I grew up in a college town, and one Halloween our doorbell rang and we opened the door expecting to see trick-or-treater but what was in front of our open door was another door! Like, a full-on wooden door, that had a sign that said “Please knock.” So we did, and the door swung open to reveal a bunch of college dudes dressed as really old grandmothers, curlers in their hair, etc, who proceeded to coo over our ‘costumes’ and tell us we were ‘such cute trick-or-treaters!’ One even pinched my cheek. Then THEY gave US candy, closed their door, picked it up and walked to the next house.



I think the person who takes a job in order to live - that is to say, for the money - has turned himself into a slave.
-Joseph Campbell

Your first love.

Dear A,

You have such a huge chunk of my heart. You made me feel like I was living in the clouds. Your face is what I wanted to see every single day of my life. You treated me like a princess-but that’s in the past now. I just hope you’re happy with the choice you made because seeing you sad or unhappy will still be the hardest thing for me to witness.

Love,

Your Past